“I’m in love with you. Yeah, it’s that bad. You’re so beautiful to me. Shut up, let me tell you, let me. Every time I look at your face, or even remember it, it wrecks me. And the way you are with me, and you’re just fun and you shit all over me and you make fun of me and you’re real. I don’t have enough time in any day, to think about you enough. I feel like I’m gonna live a thousand years cause that’s how long it’s gonna take me to have one thought about you, which is that I’m crazy about you. I don’t wanna be with anybody else. I don’t. I really don’t. I don’t think about women anymore. I think about you. I had a dream the other night that you and I were on a train. We were on this train and you were holding my hand. That’s the whole dream, you were holding my hand and I felt you holding my hand. I woke up and I couldn’t believe it wasn’t real. I’m sick in love with you. It’s like a condition, it’s like polio. I feel like I’m gonna die if I can’t be with you and I can’t be with you, so I’m gonna die and I don’t care cause I was brought into existence to know you, and that’s enough. The idea that you would want me back? It’s like, greedy.”—Louis CK (via thatkindofwoman)
Every single day, I struggle: struggle with a purpose and a reason to stick around this place. I always want something more and something comes up every single day that makes me feel like I’ll never get my “happily ever after.”
And then, I met you. You were the last person I thought I’d befriend, let alone fall in love with. You make me laugh when I want to cry. You make me plan a life for two not just one. Every single time you smile, laugh, look at me or breathe the butterflies in my stomach are restless. You believe in me more than I believe in myself and you never let me forget how much I am worth and how much I deserve in life. Every decision you make is toward a better life for us. You were the angel God sent me to save my life, and you’ve done it more than once. You are the bad boy to my good girl, the yin to my yang and my best friend. You are the missing piece to the puzzle that I’ve been searching for all these years.
Thank you for saving and completing my life. Even though everyday is a struggle, I know I’m not alone. I have, and always will have you fighting in my corner.